Today is my birthday and that is my age.
Hmmmm.
It is too weird.
I'm not sure how I feel about this. Really.
Now, however, I understand my mother. She once shared a ritual that she would perform occasionally when she got older (she must have been around 70 at the time). I recommend it highly.
Stand in front of the mirror. Lean in. Stare deeply into your own eyes. And whisper, "Are you still in there?".
Oh, yes. I am.
Oh I just love that... on occasion I see Dad staring back at me... I was engaged to say my age out loud today twice... I had to check myself. My first reply is always 18 as I drift off into a dream like state. Then reality calls and I bark out my real age..."I'm on the 30th anniversary of my 21st year!" Then my knees and shoulder speak up from the peanut gallery... Happy Birthday Judi Love you! Jay
Posted by: Jay Kleeman | November 17, 2010 at 06:32 PM
Words of wisdom..so simple yet so enduring. Yes, my dear, you are most certainly still in there and getting better each day! Happy happy birthday!
Posted by: whimsykalina | November 18, 2010 at 04:31 AM
Happy happy birthday Judi!!!
Posted by: stacey mattraw | November 19, 2010 at 10:39 AM
Ah, Judi, I'm just catching up with your wonderful posts! I have a little quote on my fridge "Peace is when time doesn't matter as it passes by." Maria Schnell (I have no idea who this is - but I find the quote profound.) Especially these days as we all feel such pressure to "live our best lives" and other such exhortations.
Posted by: Ginnyballou | November 24, 2010 at 11:55 AM
Happy Birthday, Judi. I love this sentiment/ritual.
Funny trick of nature how the years pass, yet we all feel young inside.
Hope to see you one of these days.
Posted by: ginnycartersmallenburg | November 24, 2010 at 02:26 PM
I am so glad you are still in there! HAPPY BIRTHDAY! You are kindness!
Posted by: Catherine Witherell | December 16, 2010 at 10:44 AM
Yes, I know this is way late BUT I'm just helping you drag it out.
Posted by: Catherine Witherell | December 16, 2010 at 10:49 AM
Not sure where I am at the moment! Holiday madness....and I havent blogged in a month!
But thanks for the comments! I am wearing your earrings almost every day - I love them!
Judi Delgado
Art, Spirit, Life
www.bodhisartva.typepad.com
Posted by: Judith Delgado | December 16, 2010 at 01:10 PM